I Had a Dream..

[Mister Grieves]

That Elliott and I were hanging out in my basement, and he decided to play some songs for me. He played quite a few, and then he was starting another song, but couldn't do it correctly, so he stopped and stood up and said "I can't do it". I told him it was okay, and then he hugged me, gave me his guitar and left through the backdoor.

It just reminded me of how much I miss him. I know there used to be an Elliott dream thread, but I couldn't find it, and I really needed to share this with someone.

[SHOAF]

I know what its like.

I miss him so much.
It's almost unbearable
:(

[lexie]

ok.. that almost made me cry.

i had a dream a bit like that about him.. dont remember much of it now, just his face..

[jamie_oh_jamie]

i had a dream that we got in my car in the middle of the night and he asked if i had any ice cream. as if i hang out with him all the time and i was just going to pull some out of my pocket.

[nebular]

i had a dream that we got in my car in the middle of the night and he asked if i had any ice cream. as if i hang out with him all the time and i was just going to pull some out of my pocket.

That reminds me of a dream that I had about him.
He asked me for a sandwich....that was all...

[vanaya]

I had a dream once that I had met him just before I left for somewhere with my sisters. He was standing outside of our car and I went to say goodbye to him and I hugged him and said something like "thank you so much for your music". Then I left crying.

[DrHibbert]

He was really excited to see this little beat up yellow car that we were walking toward to go drive in. I thought that was funny, and he was playing with the tape player and stuff inside it. I wasn’t familiar with the car, but that seemed to have something to do with him, he was really happy about it. I was driving and he sat passenger side. We were driving on the side of a mountain next to this really big lake. He was wearing the orange shirt from the laundry photo.

We talked for about an hour and a half. I was asking him all of these stupid questions about him being dead
Alex: “Here I am talking to you and it’s great. But if you’re dead, then how can I be talking to you? How are you here?”
Elliott: “Think of it this way. It’s like you’re with me, but I’m about 50 feet away.”
Alex: “Did you regret killing yourself?”
Elliott: “Not at first, because I had thought about it before. I was upset and it wasn’t a new concept.”
I was asking him about songs. We had a cassette tape that I’d brought along with a guy on it who was interviewing Elliott and playing some of the songs, and we were laughing about the guy’s questions and Elliott’s answers. He was so immensely kind about answering the stupid questions.

(still in the dream) I got home and my family asked me where I’d been. I said, “I drove around with Elliott for an hour and a half.” They were sort of shocked.


I know this was just a stupid dream, and not Elliott, but it felt great to see him in the flesh again. I felt so good about the whole thing, like he was alright and everything was good. I haven’t felt so good about a dream in a long time.
(I apologize for the death questions. This was just part of my stupid dream)